Sex/
Porn/
Music/
Basketball/
Poetry/
Books/
You and I!

Jill Scott/
Sade/
Anita Baker/
Ol' Skool Jams

The Color Purple

Jeapordy

Sex/Porn books/
Any that holds my interest. . . so that means Most

Hmmmmm, that's sexy


I have mastered a method to suppress my pain/
No longer will I let my cheeks have tear stains/
I will wake up each day with a smile on my face/
Appreciating life's moments for time is no race/
Making the effort to embellish all five senses/
Wearily letting go of the walls I built for defenses/
Now bearing the burden to be something I am not/
This is not the happiness for which I had sought/
Vulnerable underneath a posture of exterior strength/
Refusing to let anyone get closer than an arms length/
Robotic emotions dictate my learned social reactions/
Embraced by numbness preventing tear contractions/
Outward appearances are fairly easy to contain/
Difficulty arises trying to mask my internal pain/
Repeatedly my cherished dreams are torn apart/
Freely I let the crimson tears bleed from my heart!/