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To know me, is to love me, i am a simple person who likes simple things. One thing for sure, i am always true to myself, i am who i am, i do not know how to be you, only myself. if you cant accept yourself then other going to have a problem acepting you.
I am a friend above anything else in my life, i feel like i can relate to most issues of life.
I do not like people to view me as a miss know it all, i just like to keep it real, i am a realist. I rather be told the truth and dont know how to deal with the truth than to be lied to. I am not as fragile as some people view me, i am a strong will person, i know nothing in life is perfect, i do not believe that people change, i believe that people manifest in what they are truely meant to be, it just take them a while to figure out what is their phase of life, because all of us go through life in different ways. Everything that we go through help us to be who we are, whether you chose the negative or positive.
I am not a typical Seventh Day Adventist, i know that i am a human and i know that i falter, i do not need anyone to tell me what sin is, i know what it is, but yet i chose my own path, because this is me, i lead myself. So no need to say Sharlene this is wrong, trust me, i know what is wrong. i do not let no one make my decisions for me, i know how to dance to my own tune.
This is me,i am who i am, nice, sincere, what you see s what you get, i have a very strong personality which at times can be taken negatively to some people. i am just not afraid to speak my mind, which at time gets me in a lot of trouble. I so love to go to church and hang with my friends. Did i say that i am from Jamaica but live in the Bahamas? well i rather Jamaica any day than the Bahamas, Us Jamaicans are warm people. I have 7 sisters and one brother, my mom died back in 2004, she was still young, but God knew why she had to go,it hurt but i am learning to accept it. I have no children,but i do love other people's children, i guess when i get tired of them i could send them back, i cant send back mine. I guess when my friend Wendy and Patrina have one i will have one. I hope to have my own business soon. I so miss Jamaica, i wish i was there just to go to the beach, walk in the park, been with my friends and family, to smell the sweet scent of night jasmin. Oh i had so many great memories of just been there, had no money but felt so blessed, so wonderfully blessed, happy to be there. There is no place like home. Oh i want to do some crazy things too in Jamaica that i tell myself that i will do. I miss my friends very much, i miss going to church in Jamaica on Sabbaths mornings, did i said that i love my friends and my sisters very much. People like to be around me, because they think that i am crazy, i am just fun person to be around, my favourite thing to do is laughing, i am very serious, do not let me be mad at you thou. There was this time i went to Manchester in Jamaica and i went to this woman's house that i have never met, she asked us what we wanted i said mango, my friends said orange, but i was afriad they would have changed and asked for mongoes instead, so i started running in the people's big house never know that they had some thing you should step up, i was running like crazy to get my mango and oh my gush i fell, i fell right infront of the woman's son, it was a friday evening, i fell and you know my "Friend" Fabian, she laughed until she cried, can you believe that? this guy who i did not know picked me up, when he saw me at church the next morning he laughed at me, after that we became very good friends, maybe we would have been together if it wasn't for the long distance, but my friend Fabian she laughed at me. This part is for my friend Wendy. I was living in Ocho Rios and she came to stay with me for some time, we decided that we would go to the beach after church on a sabbath after noon, there was this guy who liked her from the first day he saw her, so the four of us decided that we would chill at the beach for the night, while in the water talking and giggling, he told her that he like her, been Wendy she said to him, oh i have my boy friend, i think she told him the night was just for fun, so he said to her, "i have a good mind drown your rass", man i laugh until i cry. I love my friend because we are like a good married couple, for risher for poorer until death do us part. we stand by each other through everything,and i want to say, thank you guys for been the people that you are.
REMEMER HOW I SAID WHEN MY FRIEND WENDY HAS A CHILD I WOULD? well she has one now, dont expect me to have one now thou, wait i will have one in time.
I can remember this time when i was living in Ocho Rios and my friend Wendy came by, we were there and we decided that we should treat ourselves to dinner, we went to dinner, and we paid the rent, then it was friday and we realized we had no money, but being us, thought we were independent we decided to keep it to ourselves. so that we did, saturday morning it was time to go to church, and we went to church, we were at church wishing someone would invited us home for lunch and no one did, the only thing we had was a pack of peanuts, so Wendy and i ate the peanuts and drink water, it was kind of fun looking back at it. The sweetest part of it, Shaw and David came by that saturday night, we couldn't have been happier, they came and we were dying from hunger byow, so they asked us why are we so hungry, we couldn't say we had no money, so we came up with this story, our money was lost, they laughed so hard, but man we were glad to go to burger king that night, man i have never been so hungry in all my life, because of pride. everytime my friend Wendy and i look back at that, the friday night we had jack fruit for our dinner, and the morning oh we had mangoes. we laugh
Wendy and i are friends and can you believe this, everytime we talk to each other, we remind each other of things we do togther, its comforting living in a different country, i meet so many people who just does not get the meaning of FRIENSHIP. and that why i say my friends and i are like an old married couple, we have been there in times of needs, nothing is too great for my friends.
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